d JudGeMEnT day!!

hahahha.. salam... setelah sekian lama x blog pas abes final aritue, tetbe trase nk blogging plak... yeah, lotsa events happened so far... i just dun hve mood to blog coz i juz dont know!! hahha.. ceh, padahl bz men dota jek, ngaku jek la.... hahahha... to be honest, im so excited n words cudnt express how happy i was when i finished sam... its over!!over d hill!!! my unhappy 1.5 years at taylors will be unforgettable to me indeed... though initially im not really like to be there as i prefer egypt rather oz.. however, i hv to accept n believe firmly in Allah dat He has sumthing great for us.. insyaAllah..  perhaps, ive been too optimistic when i choose egypt coz thers no assesment n u dun hv to work vry hard.. in contrast, at taylors, u gotta work vry99x hard, so hard, really hard if u wanna pass... if not, u will not mnage to get pass in ur exam.. so, life at taylors has taught me to be more brave,  matured, n of course confident in evry ways!! also, i hv improved my english proefficiency indeed man.... at taylors ijuz reallized how dumb i was bout english and how crucial it is when it comes to ur profession... so, d most important thing u gotta believe in urself.. insyaAllah.. n definitely i wud like to say million of thank to ms banu, d lecturer has hepled me out d most n i love d most... not to forget, to other lecturers, but ms banu is a vry straight-d-point person which makes me like her n da she taught me.. thanks ms banu!! (though i was caught so mny times as i slept in her class) muahahha...

thats juz d intro of what im going to talk about... okay, my eyes r juz too heavy now.. orite, i juz wanna say about d judgement day(bkn kiamat ea),  d day i will fear d most in my entire life, DISEMBER, 16th 2010 will explain of what i've done at taylors... will determine where i'll be going for my 1st year degree in medicine.. will either make me proud of myself or d other way arouns... will bla9x.. too much... this is so different wif spm which i dun really that scare as i can expect what i will be getting... in sam, anything is possible, unpredictable!! ya ALLAH, ples save us... i dun wanna dissappoint my parent as they hve high expectation bout me... i really dun wanna break their heart... but, i believe in Allah, i've tried my best for d exam... if i cant make it, im so sorry dad, mum... T_T...

anways, i wud like to wish evryone BEST OF LUCK!!!

Idol of d Day!!

History of Musaab bin Umair :-

Daripada Ali bin Abi Talib ra berkata:
Kami sedang duduk bersama Rasulullah saw di dalam masjid. Tiba tiba datang Musab bin Umair ra, dan tiada di atas badannya kecuali hanya sehelai selendang yang bertampung dengan kulit. Tatkala Rasulullah sa melihat kepadanya, baginda menangis dan menitis air mata kerana mengenangkan kemewahan Musab ketika berada di Mekah dahulu (kerana sangat dimanjakan oleh ibunya) dan kerana memandang nasib Musab sekarang (ketika berada di Madinah sebagai seorang muhajirin yang terpaksa meninggalkan segala harta benda dan kekayaan di Mekah).
Kemudian Nabi Muhammad saw bersabda:
Bagaimanakah keadaan kamu pada suatu saat nanti, pergi di waktu pagi dengan satu pakaian dan pergi di waktu petang dengan pakaian yang lain pula, dan bila diangkatkan satu hidangan, diletakkan pula satu hidangan yang lain, dan kamu menutupi (menghiasi) rumah kamu seperti mana kamu memasang kelambu Kaabah?
Maka jawab sahabat:
Wahai Rasulullah, tentunya di waktu itu kami lebih baik daripada hari ini. Kami akan memberikan penumpuan kepada masalah ibadah sahaja dan tidak usah mencari rezeki.
Lalu Nabi saw bersabda:
Tidak, keadaan kamu di hari ini adalah lebih baik daripada keadaan kamu di hari itu.
(Hadis riwayat Turmizi)

KISAH MUSAB BIN UMAIR

Musab bin Umair asalnya dibesarkan dalam sebuah keluarga yang kaya-raya di Kota Mekah. Dia sangat disayangi oleh kedua orang ibubapanya. Hidupnya senang-lenang dan serba mewah.

Dikatakan kononnya Musab bin Umair ialah pemuda yang paling bergaya di Kota Mekah. Pakaiannya ada yang berharga sampai dua ratus dirham, satu nilai yang sangat tinggi pada zaman itu untuk sehelai pakaian.

Memang dari awal lagi Musab telah memeluk agama Islam tetapi disembunyikan keIslamannya daripada kedua orang tuanya. Namun hal tersebut akhirnya sampai juga ke telinga mereka. Mereka pun mengikat Musab dengan tali agar dia tidak boleh keluar rumah. Musab berjaya melepaskan diri lalu berpindah ke Abbysinia. Seterusnya dia berhijrah pula ke Madinah untuk bersama-sama kekasihnya- Rasulullah SAW.

Suatu hari, Musab melintas di hadapan Rasulullah. Ketika itu dia hanya memakai sehelai kain sahaja dan kainnya itu bertampal-tampal. Dengan perasaan yang amat sedih disertai linangan air mata, Rasulullah menceritakan kembali bagaimana kehidupan Musab sebelum Islam yang serba mewah. Namun kini Musab hanya ada sehelai kain buruk untuk dipakainya.

Dalam peperangan Uhud, Musab berperanan sebagai pemegang bendera tentera Islam. Suatu ketika tentera Islam terpukul hebat dan ada sebilangannya yang bertempiaran lari menyelamatkan diri. Dalam keadaan segenting itu, Musab terus berdiri kukuh di tempatnya sambil memegang bendera. Sedikit pun tidak ada rasa gentar dalam hatinya.

Seorang musuh telah menetak tangan Musab yang memegang bendera agar bendera tentera Islam tidak berkibar lagi. Musab mengambil balik bendera itu dengan tangannya yang sebelah lagi. Kali ini tangan itu pula yang ditetak musuh. Dia terus berusaha memegang bendera di dadanya dengan bantuan kedua belah tangan yang berlumuran darah. Akhirnya, dada Musab ditembusi pula anak panah menyebabkan dia rebah ke bumi. Musab pun gugur sebagai seorang syuhada.

Di saat-saat pengkebumiannya, Musab hanya ada sehelai kain sebagai penutup jasad. Itupun kain itu terlalu kecil. Jika ditarik untuk menutup kepalanya, kakinya akan terdedah. Kalau ditarik menutup kakinya pula, kepalanya akan terdedah. Rasulullah SAW menyuruh para sahabat menutup kepala Musab dengan kain tersebut sementara bahagian kakinya ditutup dengan daun-daun azkhar.

Begitulah sedihnya riwayat seorang pemuda yang dibesarkan dalam kehidupan serba mewah tetapi matinya dalam keadaan yang amat dhaif. Jika dulu dia ada pakaian yang berharga dua ratus dirham, tapi kini mayatnya ditutup dengan sehelai kain kecil sahaja. Sesungguhnya Musab telah berjaya.

Grieving ova his TRIAL result!!!

ARGHHH!!!!!!!! i dunno how shud i react after i got back my papers back!! HUH!! this time, i really need to say those F n S words even though i shudnt have to.... it was pretty sad when thinking bout my really bad result to be compared with other ppl especially with my classmates... i know imma loser, but i really dun expect dat i will be getting dat kinda shit result especially my chem... for da vry first time in my life, i FAILED!!!! ya Allah... what da heck  is goin' on??????? final is a bout one month from now on... im still yet to be conscious about getting 5A's in all subjects for da final... indeed, this is 4 the sake of my scholarship, my parents and also my future of becoming a doctor... now onwards, i dun really know where Allah is going to send me whether in aussie, india or in my own my country... i know Allah has  a really good plan for me.. I dun have any rights to decide where i'll be going but of course i've put a lot of effort and lastly tawakkaltualaAllah... isnyaAllah, He will guide us on da right track...

at all times therefore, this trial has truly challenged me physically n mentally

september 30, 5.54 p.m

continue from yesterday...
HUH! i just cudnt finish blogging as i was bothered by my housemate... i ws breaking my fast with other fren and going straight to surau... thne, my fren at intec says to me about my status... he said " oi, status brani mati kau kt fb! haha" then, i started to freak out when i heard that... that status " aku lah manusia terhensem!" was just SHIT!! how come it can come out from my wall... so far, i hve never posted any status on my wall... haish.... i was really embarassed and humiliated bcos of that unwanted status... ppl kept giving their comments... luckily, ive deleted that status... LOL..... RELAX,.... dont get mad... be patient... I know i shudnt blame hafiz bcos maybe he wanted to "GURAU" ngan aku...  but, i still cant accept the way he has done to me... ngucap byk2..
 i thought i can believe in him, but i was wrong... i shudnt let him used my lap but atst, it was my fault for not logging out from my fb account... so, thanks alot HAFIZ for screwing up my day n night... today was really lame... i dunno why.. i felt like to avoid from other ppl and dun wanna see them... even wilson i hvent talked to him for a week... i know ive been doing so many wrong...  HUH!! okay, calm down... let by gone be by gone.... i dun wanna think bout it anymore.... i dun care what ppl say about me... most importantly,ur innocent... besides, i just got my math paper back.... oh, i wished i failed bcos i did so badly.... nseb ckup2 makan jek tuk passing mark... but, i still feel so bad.... the mark was really dissappointing and discouraging.... that cud be improved and one point that i shud make is never give up... its nver too late to try.... so , ive to keep trying and trying till da final.... i know to get atar 95% n above is an uphill task, but its possible to achieve that....trial has tought to be prepared and not to study till da last minute... okay lar, gotta stop.... END!

Berjaya Hills journey was indeed a blast!!

shows a deep satisfaction..:)

SubhannaAllah,im speechless... i dont know where i hve to start with... everything was over so quickly... it happened so fast and was a tremendous experience i've ever had.. actually, my family n i did not plan to visit my brother's workplace bcos we know it is quite far n in fact it took us about 2 hours to reach there which equivalent to 100 km.. hahhaa... howeva, we still wnt to see him bcos we wanna know how well he is with his job... the trip was quite tiring bcos the road seemed to be endless and sumtimes we have no idea where were we...hahaha... plus, my dad looked troubled and he started to piss off... luckily, its ramadhan n he ws able to control his anger... then, few minutes later we finally saw him with his boss.. his hot hot tempered boss seemed uncomfortable with our presence but we didnt care and i think it ws really not a big deal .... my bro then asked us to go to the rabbit park bcos maybe he was told by his boss to do so... we understood and we made our way to rabbit park... there were not so many ppl over there n we were welcomed by my bro's genial fren... he is really good anyway as he treated us so so nicely even though he is one of my bro's staffs... he brought my magnanimous little cute sis to the donkey@horse... hahhaha... she was quite nervous at first... also, we fed lot of rabbits and indeed they r so cute... 

most importantly, we were brought to lot of places such as colmar tropicale, japan tea house... but,we seemed dont hv so much time to go those places n decided to go the colmar tropicale only...  we spent most of our time there n saw mny  outstanding n fabulous french castles... besides, we were also captivated by the wonderful view from the top of the building.... it was just spectacular.. few hours later, we went back to my uncle house at bandar country homes... b4 that, we did visit my bro and he still in working hours... so, we just dropped by for a minute... when i looked to my bro face, i knew he was so upset n tired bcos he doesnt want to work there.... bcos the condition wasnt gud as lot of dogs around... then, my mom suggested him to just resign n look for another suitable job which compatible with his education qualification... bkt tinggi is really a far place n can be categorized as a rural place i guess... so, he finds so difficult to go back home as he needs to work when ppl r having their holiday.. plus, the long distance factor summore...  so, i hope he can choose his own right track bcos i know he deserves better than this job n wish all the best to him.... END...

a TrULy bLoOdY aUgUsT!!!:((

Dont misunderstand with the headline man.... hahaha... i know it sounds a bit controversial bcos we r in the ramadhan month, but i dont mean ramdhan month anyway... what exactly im trying to say is about this month has really challenged me mentally n physically as well.. of course we r fasting, but that shudnt be da excuse for being tired.... we shud feel even stronger as ramdhan gives the golden opportunity to us as  a muslim to do muhasabah and self-reflective... remember,the doors for jannah r all opened and none of em' r closed while the doors for the hell are closed and none of em' are opened... 

at the same time, it will be about 1 MONTH to go b4 all the sam students r going to be trialled.... alamak, SAM TRIAL doe..... in fact, i havent prepared yet for that... ya Allah, give me strength to face this... sometimes, i felt so lost and dont know where i've to go.. i shudnt be like that bcos its ramdhan month... u got to make full use evry single seconds of it... yeah i know, but im always thinking bout SAM... life is so harsh n unpredictable especially when u r in sam.. many said "ill not be as struggle as this if i were not in sam.... "  i cant deny it bcos its really true.... however, we've to ponder upon, we'll be like this if we were not in sam... what i meant here, will i be able to get something that other ppl didnt get..  so, in  other words, we got to be grateful of what we have now.. Allah does something for some reason and there might be blessing indisguise that we dont know.. 
ok, i cant think of anything right now... i hope this month ends smoothly especially next week.. haahaha... its gonna be something terribly bad or da other way around... END,,,

Goodbye Tengku Budriah & MADU!! ^__^

A word that really well described 4 this programme is PERFECT!! One of the perfect ways to make myself become a better person and cultivate my mind as well... Indeed, its true man... i've been through it for 8 sessions and never missed any of the sessions where i got to sacrifice my fruitful weekend and wake up very early in da morning for every saturday which im not so familiar with...  yeah, it helps me out so much... creating bond n relationship with those innocent kids n children which hve been abandoned by their irresponsible parents is making me to think how grateful i am 4 still having my lovely parents n siblings.. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah...
so kids, you have to remember sumthing k, the memories will never faded and turned into oblivion even though i might seem to be oblivious all the times as i'll always keep them in my mind.. A-boy(dont know lar his full name.. ahhaha), thanks for cheering me up for evry single sessions dat u've spent with me... u rock n i hope u'll keep the very cheap 50 cents ball dat i bought from mydin(ha9x) as to remember me although we will be apart from each other... also, to all da children dats so happy go lucky one which sumtimes i felt so terrible when dealing with them bcos of ur naughtiness... nevertheless, i was so appreciate bcos it has challenged my patience which is ultimately beneficial when it comes to my profession as a doctor... again, i felt so sad as i hve to leave them and definitely im gonna miss 'em so badly... besides, i wanna tell sumthing but it sounds a bit nasty, i guess... hahaha.... the last moment has made me to freak out where i've really no idea what on earth is goin' on!! i got a secret admirer... hahahha...sengalll!! she is quite pretty eventhough she's too small n still immature... one fren of mine told me bout this and i was quite suprised once i knew it... gosh!! luckily, it was the end of the session... i simply really not used to it.... hahahha.... that cud be the funniest part i thought... actually, i dont really mind about that bcos she's still a growing child girl who needs someone to lean on and thirsty of parent's love...
ok, you're free for evry saturday and da most important thing is ur studies... stay focused on ur coming exams... stop doing unnecessary stuffs n concentrate!!! owes bear in ur mind bout ur goal setting... ATAR 95% OK and above!! hahahhaa.... howeva, no madu doesnt mean u have to forget all of them.... but, always pray to Allah the best to them.. one more thing, ur intention shud be corrected in evry things u do.... la takhof wala tahzan innAllaha maana.... end of story...


p/s : Ramadhan is coming up!!! be prepared for that...Selamat berpuase especially to my current housemates ; ajim, apiz, arun, aiman, n kamal.....hahaha... SALAM...

Have fun n enjoy this song!!

My name is Luka
I live on the second floor
I live upstairs from you
Yes I think you've seen me before
If you hear something late at night
Some kind of trouble, some kind of fight
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was

I think it's because I'm clumsy
I try not to talk too loud
Maybe it's because I'm crazy
I try not to act too proud
They only hit until you cry
And after that you don't ask why
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore



Yes I think I'm okay
I walked into the door again
Well, if you ask that's what I'll say
And it's not your business anyway
I guess I'd like to be alone
With nothing broken, nothing thrown
Just don't ask me how I am
Just don't ask me how I am
Just don't ask me how I am

My name is Luka
I live on the second floor
I live upstairs from you
Yes I think you've seen me before
If you hear something late at night
Some kind of trouble, some kind of fight
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was
Just don't ask me what it was

I think it's because I'm clumsy
I try not to talk too loud
Maybe it's because I'm crazy
I try not to act too proud
They only hit until you cry
And after that you don't ask why
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore
You just don't argue anymore 

MoFWs

i am a MoFWs.. it that really matter?? i hope not.. to me, i dont care what ppl say and life must goes on kk... this is the newest blog of mine so far... i dun wanna keep my older one because of some reasons.. i wanna share with other ppl perhaps... ceh, some do say lar sharing is caring... maybe its true, but to me not everything we must share with everyone.. what the heck im talking about??? hahahha... straight to the point, im so stressed out for last two weeks... it was really a harsh and stressful week... bill air + student service( why mara do not pay for this?) ... so shitty man.... then, i got DI summore and oso maths ct on last friday.... luckily, frens of mine were able to get my mood back... so, we went shopping and bought some stuffs... then, i got to go back to my hometown as my grandmother was sick and had to be sent to the hospital... felt quite upset becoz i need to hand in three assignments  on next monday... so, i got no choice n i juz went back without finishing any of my assignments..  i wud like to apologize to my biology group mmber for not attending the discussion.... hahhaha... especially wilson, da group leader... sorry meh....(nt aku blanje coolblog k:P)  then, finished up my ids this morning.. wah, i dun really believe in myself that i was able to get them done in one hour... (eleh, keje cincai boley lar) hahahha even though it will be internally assessed... suke ati r, yg penting siap...(ape punyer attitude lar - ni ker nk jadik doktor?) hahahha.... then, everything was just fine... 

ok, thats the end of the story of mine for tonight..