a TrULy bLoOdY aUgUsT!!!:((

Dont misunderstand with the headline man.... hahaha... i know it sounds a bit controversial bcos we r in the ramadhan month, but i dont mean ramdhan month anyway... what exactly im trying to say is about this month has really challenged me mentally n physically as well.. of course we r fasting, but that shudnt be da excuse for being tired.... we shud feel even stronger as ramdhan gives the golden opportunity to us as  a muslim to do muhasabah and self-reflective... remember,the doors for jannah r all opened and none of em' r closed while the doors for the hell are closed and none of em' are opened... 

at the same time, it will be about 1 MONTH to go b4 all the sam students r going to be trialled.... alamak, SAM TRIAL doe..... in fact, i havent prepared yet for that... ya Allah, give me strength to face this... sometimes, i felt so lost and dont know where i've to go.. i shudnt be like that bcos its ramdhan month... u got to make full use evry single seconds of it... yeah i know, but im always thinking bout SAM... life is so harsh n unpredictable especially when u r in sam.. many said "ill not be as struggle as this if i were not in sam.... "  i cant deny it bcos its really true.... however, we've to ponder upon, we'll be like this if we were not in sam... what i meant here, will i be able to get something that other ppl didnt get..  so, in  other words, we got to be grateful of what we have now.. Allah does something for some reason and there might be blessing indisguise that we dont know.. 
ok, i cant think of anything right now... i hope this month ends smoothly especially next week.. haahaha... its gonna be something terribly bad or da other way around... END,,,